Mo Chridhe,
Lee Xin Hui; 95-liner.
I wish I have more
to tell you.
I really do.
Monday, October 19, 2015, 12:47 AM
I refuse to hear it .
“Great dancers are not great because of their technique, they are great because of their passion.” - Martha Graham
So much to post about in October September so I decided to just update even though the month hasn't really ended .
This semester had really flew by , finals are next month , I can't believe it .
Tbh , I felt like I did nothing and learnt nothing . Okay maybe apart from Medical SW mod , not really sure what I had been doing for the rest .
So much projects too , one for each module . I hate projects so much , which is also why I wanted to do admin in the future because I don't like having to plan/organize things with people . And also why if I want to be a dancer , I'll make sure I do well enough to go solo .
I side-tracked again , okay back to October updates .
(okay this was actually on 10 Sep but)
This semester had really flew by , finals are next month , I can't believe it .
Tbh , I felt like I did nothing and learnt nothing . Okay maybe apart from Medical SW mod , not really sure what I had been doing for the rest .
So much projects too , one for each module . I hate projects so much , which is also why I wanted to do admin in the future because I don't like having to plan/organize things with people . And also why if I want to be a dancer , I'll make sure I do well enough to go solo .
I side-tracked again , okay back to October updates .
(okay this was actually on 10 Sep but)
So mad because half of us couldn't find where those distributing the plasters for Suicide prevention day were . They were supposed to be at the MRT , what the shit were they doing outside Old Chang Kee ??! Waited so long for this day to be let down , tsk . Everyone were just tweeting where the hell are they on twitter , it's so stupid . Such a meaningful project to be part of , yet all they made me feel in the end was mad , lmao .
But anyway , suicide prevention is really important . And I really want everyone to know that I DO care and that if you are my friend , we had talked before , even just once , YOU MATTER TO ME . So please , seek help , talk to someone . If you don't have anyone , try me . I suck but I will try for you , just listening or being there . Here's a message I posted for my instg followers and it applies for everyone here too .
I realised i totally forgot to talk about suicide prevention day which was on 10Sep but nvm, since suicide prevention should be everyday tbh.
I just want to tell everyone of you here, i might not be able to understand everyone's pain or relate with what you're going through, but please feel free to talk to me if you're going through things and you feel alone. I'll be here. I know how awful is is to feel helpless and abandoned by everyone, and i hope i can at least provide some support by just being a listening ear or something. I may not be able to fix your problems but i can be with you 🙆 And also, we all know that dae is someone who had managed to pick himself up from his own personal hell too, so i hope everyone else would be able to find their own anchor and find strength like him to continue living another day, because there's a reason why you're here. Please believe in yourself dears 😘💕
(oh no this was in Sep too???)
^ i really should start editing all my pics but SOOO unmotivated to .
Polling day on 11sep and I walked over to my primary school with ma and pa .
idk , i just suddenly felt like spending time with them .
(random days)
tbh this was disappointing because it just tasted like regular choc icecream . with maybe just teenytiny hint of milo . Excuse my face
On one of my long bus rides , double deckers are so awesome .
And bus rides are so calming ?
Welfare from Ellen (':
I learnt that caramel apple isn't my thing .
(okay everything was in sep , i just edited my intro lmao)
FINALLY , a check off my bucket list .
This had always been on the top of my to check out vegetarian places .
Basically the only korean vegetarian shop in SG , and it was good !
All the ingredients were covered by the noodles lmao .
This was the cheese army stew ??
We decided we have to go full korean style since we came so far , so of course we sat at these tables instead of the tables and chairs setting .
SO FULL THO , THE SERVINGS WERE CRAZY .
And those who know how much I eat , you will know how crazy it is when I say the servings are huge .
NHS 2; Bukit Merah 19/09`
Was praying and praying it get canceled because of the haze because it was such a tiring week and I was emotionally unwell that week and everything was just crappy and shitty and ugh idk .
Finally got all the badges , YAYYYY
NEIGH-BAA-HOOT for Neighbourhood Health Screening ! Get it ?
Got paired with 3 Medicine guys this time , idk why even tho I laughed more this time with their jokes , the whole thing was less fun .
Because I look like shit as usual
"walao y'all purposely make me look short"
"but you're short"
okay can .
The other guy left earlier soooo
I ... don't ... remember their names lol sorry
The guy on the left was from Anderson and he turned out to be Duan Feng's cousin ???!?!?!?!?
Small world indeed . He was like , okay I go home ask df about you . Then I was like shit , what if duanfeng don't remember who my insignificant ass was like even tho it's not likely but there's a chance and that would be so awkzzz ???
But I'm glad my groupmates are always so nice (:
We didn't take any pictures at all???!
why .
Dinz at Genesis with keyun , sha , ellen and husband , so glad I got to know such awesome people who takes such good care of me like seriously .
I'm always so blessed and taken care of by god , i really wonder when my luck will run out .
(random days x2)
Just wanted to comment that this... looks like .... a ... sanitary pad no ???!?? AND IT IS SO UGLY WHEN WORN , I HATE THIS .
Annual free mooncakes from neighbours , always my favourite . I think apart from MBS mooncakes , never tasted another which was able to beat my neighbour's one before .
25/09` shopping for an important person
bye singapore , hi genting .
EH GIRLS , CAN WE GO GENTING OMG
OH WOW , my front camera works perfectly fine when it feels like it .
actually i realised it just go bonkers at night what's wrong man ,
Actaully took effort to edit this two photos wowee -pats self on back-
We always seem to end up shopping for ourselves?? LOL . Spent like 80$++ in total in Innisfree , we craycray .
AND Y'KNOW WHAT , i suspect the mask breaks me out??? Gonna monitor more ...
(Random days x3)
kids are okay if i only have to be with them for like 1 hour or less
I might punch a wall if i had to stay with one tbh
how i look like everyday . i need a new neck pillow because this one is so squashed lmao . I misuse my things so much , i actually feel sad for them .
I just counted and she had 3 additions already .
If anyone has these from the sg50 goodie bags and don't keep them or aren't really interested , pleaseeeeee give them to me thanks . My mum is crazy over them .
Awesome night front cam in action .
Latern-carrying(?????) with the brats
Wow , where did Ellen table go . Or her chair .
One day we are really gonna have to sit on the floor . Always so overloaded with stuffs .
And if you thought hers was bad , wait till we get to mine .
Delicious food all day , everyday while working .
I'm so spoilt since working here , sooooooo much love every single day , i don't deserve this at all .
Liza's last day ! )': who do i consult now )))):
With the admissions department , yes we all girls
I covered anything that might be confidential including all logos lol
No place to put my stuffs , had to stack everything on top of each other and just try to work like that , looking at the screen past this mountain of things . This is like the average amount of stuffs on our desk everyday man .I have to work everyday with files on my lap , on the floor , on the chair and table beside , and infront of my com screen lmao .
Blurry because i took it sneakily cause im overly self conscious
SO MUCH PEOPLE AND IT ISN'T EVEN CHU YI OR SHI WU .
like the astons beside only had 2-3 customers , while I had 8-9 people infront of me and another 2-3 behind me . this stores oyster omlette and chicken rice is REALLY AWESOME , 1000000/10
like practically everyone orders just this in bulk
Like as much as i hate the school environment , have to admit they really take care of their students .
Free mask from FA dept and LiNUS lion !
AND I LOST MY BAE THE THIRD DAY , IM GONNA GO BACK TO BUY ANOTHER ONE , IM SO MAD .
I am a sucker for cute soft toys and plushies and stuffs
(okay october will come here too anyways)
10/10` happy birthday rf
good days come from small things such as getting to sit on yellow seats on the train (:
Was late waking up so made Bryan wait 15 mins for me @ Serangoon , oops .
I'm such a shit , i left house like only half an hour before the time i was supposed to meet him , of course I'm going to be late .
and i felt bad for rejecting lunch but I had to rush down to Bugis to meet the girlz
/sidetrack/ i realised i keep meeting up with people from the class even tho i never join class outing anymore after disowning them lolz
/sidetrack/ why am i listening to nobody...
y'know how i normally have a cheap taste and don't know how to review on food and stuffs ?
Even tho i normally have no opinions on cafes, i really think that Brother Bird tho was REALLY GOOD imo .
Like really , give it a try , I really think it's worth it .
Thanks rf for always bringing us to great place :-*
and sometimes , we are too beautiful for my front cam that it thought we are angels who deserve the dreamy effect ... I'm always in black ???
Perks of being my friend , free crappy photographs of your life , captured by a personal photographer.
interested to be my friend? , please apply at 96xx xxx4 .
HBD BUDDY , sorry for always teasing you but you know ily right
who tell you too nice , and can take teasing so well , lmao
new kicks ! so gonna wear this everywhere anywhere .
someone please tell me where to get extra long shoelaces tho , i want to get yellow ones , they look too white now , it makes me uncomfortable
(random days x4)
almost my everyday meal because i don't like trying new things lmao
oh and laksa too if we try the other store .
and i don't think i had spent more than 10$ on lunch in total since I started working since ELLEN INSIST ON PAYING FOR EVERY SINGLE LUNCH OF MINE NO MATTER HOW I REJECT
Celia ! Buddy from Malay class !
were practicing for our pair oral after classes . And cikgu said we did really well !!!
He was asking if we will be in the same group for group oral too because he enjoyed our work tgt so much and thought we were above expectations (':
but he said there were just one or two mispronounciations and im pretty sure they were all me lmao , Celia is too good in Malay to make stupid mistakes like me
so beautiful tho , and so nice
my bag blocked the waffles oops
excited girls because we are at a com lab after so long !
14/09` NUS Girls
i really like this photo ????
Always screaming crazily loud when in Jiaee's car
and next year it's NUS hot girls and hot boys lol , that would be weird .
warning , ALOT OF SELFIES because i was feeling bored and was trying to express my anger at only reaching home at 9pm and then having to do project until 3am
taken in the toilet at midnight when I finally had time to shower
i seriously think the mask breaks me out
now that i started filling in my brows , they look so bare without ????
y'know how i NEVER wear sleeveless when i go out ? at least not without jacket/cardi etc , but i live in tanks and spaghetti straps at home man
need to buy more because my tank now have holes in them lol idk how .
i should go get muscle tanks
*sobs* last day coming soon , advanced love from Joanne )':
i will miss working so much ????
yet i really look forward to having a well-deserved break in December .
but then will probably be busy with camp , ugh.
like working and studying is actually manageable?? if not for external commitments like trigen , religion among other random stuffs during the weekends ):
(random days x6)
17/09` meeting w the bae & badminton
such a happy and nice day because i met with one of the nicest people on earth , Nia !
supposed to meet at 12.30pm but changed the timing to 1pm @ somerset because I felt too lazy to get out of bed .
I ... was... only at ... sembawang at .... 12.55pm lmao IM SORRY
and we were blantantly-indirectly posting about each other all the way HAHAHAH
okay anyway , I AM NOT DAESUNG CAN PEOPLE JUST STOP AND READ ALREADY
AND STOP SENDING ME DMs TELLING ME YOU LOVE ME
BUT
thanks for 10k (': seriously grateful to that account and all the people i met there :-*
i think this is only my second time getting a drink in 18chefs ????
we were discussing how shitty it would be to have to run through this long ass corridor if you desperately need a shit , or if you're running away from someone , omg so scary .
Reached home , changed before badminton with childhood clique !
butt aching so much rn , i don't even get how i exercised my butt while playing badminton .
trying to show my sister stuffs about bts because IM SO DESPERATE FOR HER TO KNOW HOW AWESOME THEY ARE
but of course mum HAVE to interrupt .
ended up watching video until like 1/2am and woke up late the next day so ma and jie abandoned me to leave for classes first .
love how i can always go bringing practically nothing .
okay bye , will edit this tmr because my sis rushing me to sleep