What a hell of a month . And regretfully , the next week does not seem to look any brighter too .
Oh sorry , what a negative way to start the post , let's redo this .

HI , GOODMORNING SUNSHINE .
Goodmorning because I am typing this post at 2.23am while singing I NEED U over and over .
There's just something that's really peaceful and calming about 2am in the morning . The world feels different , like as though time has stopped or something . And it's just you and your thoughts .
Well , boo for you if your thoughts happen to be negative but yay if it's not because 2am is when you can spend some quality time with yourself , reflecting about your day or immersing yourself with something you like , a book or dancing , idk .
And yes , I dance in the middle of the night frequently , what's your problem with that .

Okay , I babbled on too much as usual , let's get into things .

16/07` Sharon's Birthday



All these blurry photos are giving me feels omg .
Does anyone remember pap xinhui who went around taking everyone's unglam in secondary school because I miss her .
Maybe she should have a comeback soon , hmm ... (;



Dinner @ The Grub .
Seriously DO NOT RECOMMEND if you are gonna sit outside . Their food is good , service is awesome , but if you're gonna sit outside , then I would rather you don't because IT'S NOT WORTH THE INSECT BITES .
I actually got the exact same bites I got from the night hike @ MacRitchie , it's already 05/07 and the marks are still there . It wasn't as bad this time because it was only around my feet and ankles BUT IT'S BAD ENOUGH .



We lamely pretended we were heading home after that , went to buy icecream (as cake) and then head to Sharon's house to surprise her HAHAHAH . Kezia's idea lol .
Xinyun was commenting how ridiculous it is that we all take the car and head to her house comfortably while the birthday girl took the bus home HAHAHHAAH


06/18` Dinz w/ groupmates



I thought this would be an awkward trip because we were just groupmates for EL1101E for a semester ? But it ended up being an enjoyable night with them !
We talked all the way till 10pm , listening to Ilyaz and all his stereotypes about his own race is hilarious HAHAHAH
I hope he has a clue about his future now lol
And the perks of having a friend who lives near you and drives (Y)


06/19` Lunch @ Wheeler's Yard



This place is literally a 3 mins walk from my workplace .
Finally my turn to go to this very hyped-up place HAHAH
Tried the risotto since Ellen ordered the mushroom spaghetti and because I actually have no idea what risotti is , I got a shock when it arrived ?
it's like this green mushy rice (?) thing , okay wait , let me just go find a picture from their site .




There .
My description was really bad wasn't it ? HAHAHAHA
I guess it was alright , I actually like it ? But i know my sister probably wouldn't .
And it's quite filling so that's good .
I'm actually not that picky with food ?
My dad and I have this super bad habit of having to finish every food that we have no matter if they are spoilt or even if we are super full .
I can't stand wasting food that's why . I used to can't stand seeing other people wasting food too but now I'm immune lol . But I still can't stand wasting food myself so I will eat food that's like past the expiry date and shit , okay I know that's really bad but I'm still alive .



This picture looks so bad and it looks unappetizing but THIS IS THE BEST THING EVER .
HAVE to buy this if I'm in AMK . Almost everyone who goes to the stall orders this and/or chicken rice . THIS IS MY FAVOURITE FOOD OF ALL TIMEEEEEEEEEE





One of my weekly run .
I still can't run with a proper technique ; I stomp my foot and breathe so hard that people far ahead from me always turn back to look at me lol .
But the more I try to control my breathing , the more breathess I get ??



Classes .



OT till 8.30pm on one of my PM DPC days .



MISS THIS PLACE SOSO MUCH ASDFGHJKL .
Currently helping CheeKeong with his YS2 DC follow-ups so I get to come here a lot :D
Went down twice already so far , gonna make 2 more trip next week probably .



MY CAMERA FOCUS FUNCTION SUCKS OKAY , I STOOD THERE TRYING FOR AT LEAST TWO MINS .
Bless TuSoon kor for bringing all this knowing that I love chocolates <3 WHOOOOO
I'm actually eating one of the nutella spread as I type because HE BROUGHT 12 MORE THIS WEEK YAY


And I know everyone is gonna scold me and ask "Xinhui , what's wrong with you?!" when you find out but ...
I ...
might have ...
just ...
agreed to ...
work part-time while studying .....

Okay , or maybe nobody here cares lmao . (if anyone actually bother coming back to check after one month in the first place HAH)
Juliet was like, "Ugh, you need to go on a vacation to a nice place and just relax bc you're always busy T-T"
I know man Juliet , I know .
Ugh , I wish I could enjoy too and not have to be so hard on myself . But time is ticking away , ticktockticktock , I don't have the luxury of time yo .
So I agreed to continue working for NKF but not under socialworkers but under admissions . I will be helping with random admin stuffs I guess .
And I felt super bad for that because Jean keeps hinting me to go work under socialworkers instead .
BUT IM A NOBODY , I DON'T MAKE THIS KIND OF DECISIONS .
I think Caren announced quite loudly that I am going back for sure and Jean wa me
"Xinhui, how come you never ask me whether our side needs help
Very sad )': )':"
NOW I FEEL SO BAD OMG JEAN .
And she was like, "If I know u don't mind work part time, I wud tell Thomas to chope you 1st"
And I'm like lmao , he don't even like me , he would probably be glad I'm not under his dept HAHAH
But yeah , I rather help Jean too but the offer was made through the director under admissions , it's not like I can refuse right ):
Idk how to face Jean tmr ):
And anyway , hell week #03 starts tmr , just thinking of the invoices awaiting me , the follow-ups to do , the recruitment for programmes , taxi-claims to make , liasing to do , and home visit for tri-gen and seminar makes me want to roll on the floor and cry . And Kerissa is going to start handing over her admissions stuff to me ):
At least I was spared from DPC but that would be another hell waiting for me the following week . I hope Desmond would be nice and just let me do 2 case while he do 3 -prays-

So since I only have to take 4 modules next semester , I plan on squeezing everything to three days , then work on the remaining two days and half-day for one of the morning before I head to school in the afternoon . Weekends will be for myself and homework .
Not looking forward to next semester D:
And then there's tri-gen project every two Saturdays ...
I think I'm gonna have to let Kennard down and not take up dance because I really doubt my coping abilities .
And everyone knows how easily I get stressed up over nothing .
Sigh idk , but if I don't take it this sem , it's probably never going to happen ?
WHY IS MUNYEENG BOYF NOT IN NUS , IM PRETTY SURE HER SOFTHEART WOULD ALLOW ME TO PERSUADE HER TO JOIN WITH ME AND LIFE WOULD NO LONGER SUCK T.T


Wow , it's long since I have such a clean and organized post . I should continue seperating my rubbish spazz post from my update posts from now on .

Okay bye , I need to do my transcript and reflection now , boo