Mo Chridhe,
Lee Xin Hui; 95-liner.
I wish I have more
to tell you.
I really do.
Thursday, July 30, 2015, 1:51 AM
Arbitrage.
PS/ I took two weeks to type out the entire posts hence you can see fluctuations in my mood and outdated updates. (when i typed today, it might be two weeks before this post goes up)
Life regret after updating the tumblr app because the icon looks ugly as hell now .
I didn't want to update it , but every single time I open the app , they greet me with this insulting message :
OMG WAIT I JUST USED IT AND THERE'S THIS UBER COOL FUNCTION WHERE YOU CAN CLICK TO WHERE YOU SCROLLED TO LAST !!?!! SHIT THIS HAS BEEN ALL I WANTED , WHERE WAS THIS FUNCTION ALL MY LIFE , TUMBLR IS FINALLY DOING AN UPDATE RIGHT OMG .
Okay it's 12:34AM right now , I have no idea why I always have to update in the middle of the night . But seriously though , midnight is the only time my mind really calms down and I am able to collect my thoughts and blog peacefully .
So gonna regret this tomorrow .
So much to update for the month of July , I should start now .
`1207
Had to leave the house at 6.15am to head to Malaysia for classes .
Breakfast with ma and the other two friends .
There's nine puppies in this house and it stinks like hell . They were so cute though !
The mother dog keep coming and sniffing at us ugh . GO AWAY IM SCARED
Lisun jie got me my fave green apple snow blend that I ALWAYS have to get if I go to their pasar malam . Didn't want to go this time because I got sick of going to the same pasar malam after five years ... Their pasar malam system is really cool , like every Tuesday , they will set up at Muar , and Saturdays are for Tangkak etcetc . Idk where else they go since I don't go anywhere else myself , oops .
Chilling and slacking like the slacker I am . I literally went there to sleep my life away . Reached there , slept . After the class , slept . Finish cleaning , slept . Next day after breakfast , slept . After cleaning , slept . And slept on the car too .
Why did I take these pictures ?
Ma hard at work .
While I slack around duh , what's new .
Then I got told off by ma and she sent me off to do the laundry . Can .
Whoopee doo .
This bucket looks so small but there's so much bedsheets and stuffs pfft .
Finished hanging all these and go in tell my ma that there's no more space .
She came out and told me I was stupid . Okay .
Nah , happy ?
Hid upstairs under the pretense of doing my work , (to be fair to myself , I did do like 3 mins of my transcript okay . And fyi , one minute transcript takes like 5-10 minutes .) but ended up sleeping there lol . I feel lethargic 24/7 man .
Have you ever felt so tired that your body literally feels like it is straining itself and it feels like your body is going to break apart because like no kidding , that's me at least once a week , especially near the end of the week when I burn out . (I feel like I had mentioned this before)
All my muscles are so tensed , my dance coach would probably faint from shock if she touch my shoulders now
Awwww look at this cute and good looking boy , one of the rare times I actually like a kid .
You're gonna win at life little guy .
He already has a slacker pose , you're learning well my boy .
Goodbye , till next month , or nextnext month , or nextnextnext month , or next...
Oh hi nature . And eternally grateful to my wonderful camera for always focusing so well , you da best , you MVP .
Home visit here and there , got to visit my grandma house too , so I was happy :D
Latelate dinner somewhere . This place is so awesome and the food is FLIPPING CHEAP .
FOR SUCH GOOD MEALS . ASDDFDGKJFWGIN
Bravo for another great shot . National Geographic , next stop .
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Okay wait I have to interrupt because my heart is pounding so fast now from this video
BLESS YOU SO MUCH RI I LOVE YOU SO FLIPPING MUCH, IDK WHAT BB WOULD DO WITHOUT YOU, THANKYOU FOR WATCHING OUT FOR THEM, YOU DA BEST (':
SO CLOSE, SO CLOSE T.T
150725 During Fantastic Baby, Riri was watching out of TOP to avoid fireworks , he saw Dae and ran straight to him! pic.twitter.com/NBibo2IWyv
— VANNY ≧∇≦ (@vannyluvdae) July 25, 2015
T.T
okay done
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Okay interrupt x2
Just received an email from the tri-gen team and I seriously feel like crying right now .
So bloody stressed .
SW Assignment due on Thursday and I have to complete it today because I work everyday , Saturday is for classes and trigen visits .
Then trigen visit again next Saturday and MDM the following Saturday . And now they are telling us they need two ppt slides from us by 4/8 .
I seriously regret signing up for this shit sooooo bad .
I thought it was something that would be casual like befriending and just seeing how we can help , but no , we are supposed to act like we are professionals when I know nothing in actual fact . I mean , I HAD ONLY FINISH YEAR ONE , WHAT SHIT DO I KNOW . 10/10 would not recommend for anyone to sign up in the first year , I seriously think I'm gonna breakdown from the stress during one of the sessions and it won't be long before I have to visit a counselor for this . I hope they have a feedback form at the end of this whole thing because I'm gonna be super honest and tell them that i received no support from the comm at all which I really didn't . Bloody heck , all they do is add stress .
Okay , I shall leave the rant for this at the end .
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`1407
Dinz with intern girls and colleague/mum in office Ellen!
She treated us @ Singapore Swimming Club ? Idk , too atas for me . I only swim at lame public pools where entrance fee is @ $1.10 , what's swimming club . The food was awesomeeeeeee .
Went to watch the lights show @ MBS after that . Tbh , I was pretty disappointed because the whole thing was quite lame imo . Or maybe my expectations were too high idk . I thought they were gonna shoot the lasers to the sky and stuffs .
Walked around randomly after because it seemed like such a waste to just go home like that .
Thank you Ellen our tour guide and for bring us girls out , always such a fun and enjoyable time with you !
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Only time I'm glad my camera chose to attitude and not focus .
I felt like santaclaus on the last day of intern .
And I felt really stupid writing cards and giving peperro to these people since I'm going back to work immediately the following week and am going to see them again everyday for the next six months lol .
But I just took it as a farewell from the SW dept .
Random shot of my foot which still has the insect bite marks . ONE MONTH LIAO LEH . Clearer photo later . Lmao , please anticipate .
A great day which was spoiled in the end ugh . Why must my internship end on such a bad note seriously . We were so pissed that we had to go for food therapy after .
Chocolates and sweets from the boys on the left ! Thanks Syed and Desmond :D
Double Choc Frappe on the right because I was so mad I could cry . Like no joke , I felt so shitty I could cry any moment ugh .
Jean , my closest friend <3 and definitely one of my favourite .
I'm sorry I can't help you anymore , please jiayou ):
The people I spend everyday with now minus Sha and Keyun of course .
Caren , now my new supervisor , Ellen , the best person I had ever met , Kelly , fellow bigbang fan HAHAHAH and ShuYing , newest addition and pretty mum to be !
So glad to still have them with me after the two girls left . So blessed everyday to have so many people taking care and looking out for me , I'm seriously lucky as heck .
She always say such bullshit on the phone and I'm always dying of laughter at the side . Like when the phone ring, we always cannot figure out whose phone is ringing so it takes us superrrrrr long to pickup calls LOL . And sometimes when the caller scold , "Why you pickup need so long?" Ellen will always make up some shit like, "Oh sorry sorry, I was at the other end of the office and I had to run all the way over just to pick up your call." or "Some person was waving at my direction and I thought she was calling me so I went away for awhile." Like legit , these are some of the bs she made up HAHAHAH . And I think she super suey , she always get the weirdest calls and the most difficult callers HAHAH .
HAHAH so cute ! This section is in such a mess but I'm too lazy to rearrange the pictures .
This internship really allowed me to become ALOT more comfortable with talking with patients . Not that I'm comfortable with it now , but at least wayyyy more than when I first started . Even my mum felt that I had picked up alot from the internship , and I really had . Not just socialwork skills , in fact that was the least of what I had learnt tbh (and it made me doubt my future career choices) but just , how to be a person in general . Looking back , ten weeks seemed to have flown by in a blink , but the days really crawled by when we were actually doing it , so torturous .
Still haven't yet decided on where I should go for my second placement . Hospital ? Community hospitals ? Or homes ? I don't think I have it in me to try prisons even though I feel tempted to because I believe that most of them are misunderstood . But I feel like I get intimidated way too easily and I can't handle people . And FSCs are no-no for me because I seriously have 0 interest . Not to mention having to deal with kids ugh .
Here you go . It actually don't look that bad in this photo ? The marks looked really faded and almost healed . I promise you it looks worse irl and it still itches ugh .
I spent too much time just typing this much , BB concert and pre-concert will come under a seperate post.
Along with anything that comes after . Okay bye .