I feel like I'm starting to blog daily . I'm not a daily blogger *Joe's offended voice*
Finals are finally over , the feeling of having no school is hella awesome . So so awesome . 
Sadly , attachment starts next week so my happiness is short-lived . And on top of that , I have babysitting duties today and tomorrow so that's two days wasted on the brats , ugh so frustrating . 
Considering to go exercise on Friday maybe ? Since once attachment start , I'll have to schedule it on weekends and admission fees are slightlyyyy higher . By like a few cents but still ... 
Yesterday was such a nice day despite the afternoon . It was annoying that the last paper always seemed to have to be a late paper so I ended at 7pm . 
Time passes so slowly when you have nothing to do and I love it . Had dinner with sister at around 8.30pm , reached home at about 9.30pm , fangirl for over one hour (I'll spare y'all the details now and put it at the back) and then sweep , mop the house plus clean the kitchen toilet , and watched a couple more videos , AND IT'S ONLY 11.50PM WHEN I CHECKED THE TIME . I was like HOW ?
I'm seriously loving this life . I don't get people who says holidays are too long and boring and stuffs . You can never see me complaining about that because I love the feeling of having nothing to do and just walking around the house . It inspires me to do stupid shit like clean up my room , lol , or learn some dance hmmm , I should do that after posting this yeah . 
Still wondering how I should spend my weekend , spamming variety ? going to the library ? exercise ? sleep ? SUCH A NICE DILEMMA . 

Okay since there's nothing going on with my life , here's my games update just for the sake of it . 




Here are my collection of sunfish deaths . The ones I understood were , choked on a crab's leg , its eyes is bad so it bump into the rocks , the water is too cold , scared of turtles , eat too many squids . Seriously flipping weak .

I can't believe I spend some time talking about this , this sunfish is now my baby lol . My life has reached the lame level of no return . 



Okay , i admit this is pretty cute . But she's anoying me now becuase she just dripped milk on my bloody bed and then complain the milk too hot , i wanna slap her . 
Still have to cook for them pfft . Dare I try to cook fried rice tmr or not . The last time I tried was in Sec 2 omg . I hate my life , why am I wasting my holidays on these brats , this sucks . 
Still , I managed to finish Dream Knights series yesterday tho , gonna finish Family is coming and roommates next . So much to do :DDDDDDDDDD



Okay so here comes , 
back to yesterday's happiness . 
So yesterday was the only day that ARMYs have a chance of getting the boys to first place on music shows because as everyone knows , bigbang is gonna own everything and claim all the prizes when they are officially on charts . So we had to make use of the first week of bb's promotion , which isn't counted , to get a win . And yesterday was such a long day for them , first it was ASC appearance , then music show , then Sukira radio appearance at 11pm . So we reallyreally wanted to do it for them . And somemore , they had that issue about cheating album sales which made everyone even more angsty and stuffs . Basically , their album out sold bb's album so everyone was saying how that's impossible and they must have been cheating . Which is hella loserish imo , we all know bigbang are kings . Just because someone beat them in physical sales for two days doesn't necessarily mean they are cheating right . I hate lame ass fanwars . 
Soooooo , everyone wanted them to win hella badly and started tweeting , streaming , sms-ing and voting online since the afternoon , while I sadly had to prepare for my exams so I didn't do a shit . The moment I came out of the hall and checked my phone , the show had started and everyone was becoming more and more anxious , non-stop voting . Like my twitter had updates on the scores every single minute , not even exaggerating . And for The Show , the China fanbase is hella important , yet we had to go against a group which focus on promotions in China , Uniq . < (which I'm interested to get into ngl .) Until the last minute , we were all going crazy but the votings cut off with us losing in the 10% votes ): 
People were tweeting things like "Let's be happy for the winner no matter who it is later. We know we tried our best right? There is still next time. " And things like that and it was hella sad . 
But , WE WON , WE WON , WE WON . 
It was the first time I got to experience a group's first win and I can't even tell you how awesome it feels . I mean , bigbang's wins are always really expected and just like , "Whoo , no surprise there . Proud of them as always and they can always slay as expected . " And their first win was like what ? in 2007 ? I got into exo and vixx only after their first wins too . (I'm hella sad that I missed vixx first win , I still cried like mad tho when I watch that video even tho I didn't experience it at the moment .)
So it was the first 1st win for me and I teared too omg , couldn't keep my smile of my face for even a second . Just typing this is making me smile like crazy again , oh god .


 Look at all the older ones and their bright smiles ASDFGHJKL , it's my first time seeing yoongi so happy tbh , he's normally just acting cool and sleeping in the corner lol . And first time seeing namjoon looking dazed , he's always so composed . And hoseok cried too lol . I think yoongi almost did too because he hid behind namjoon for half a min . The maknae line looked so lost and awkward , when they are normally the dumbest HAHAHA . 
omg I can't get over myself . SUCH A GOOD NEWS . 
Hella proud , all of them took part in the production for this album too , and they only debut for a year plus . Actual talent . 

But my happiness made me maybe do something I regretted T.T
I really think I should consider going bb concert myself , it's actually a hella cool experience and I'm so tired of waiting for everyone's confirmation . If only Jaye , Juliet or Gloria lives in sg , I wouldn't need to have any considerations . Why are all my closest instg friends overseas , tsk . 
So my closest SG instg friend is probably Nia and she is the sweetest person ever , always sending me any single thing she come across of daesung and she thinks I might like , hella cute . But because the organizer is hella dumb and inconsiderate , they put the two concert dates on Raya , so she couldn't go T.T I'm so bummed out , I reallyreally wanna meet her so bad , ugh . We were so excited at this chance and now ... 
So then , my other choices were Shuyu gang , Kezia or Lily . I wanna go with Kezia but she wanna go for sitting and couldn't decide . Same with Shuyu gang , i don't even know if they are still going or what . Not even gonna consider going with Kristen and Kelly because that would just be awkward especially without Nia . I mean , they are irl friends , I would be so extra , LOL . 
So Lily had been asking me since forever but I kept delaying my response because all these other people haven't gotten back to me . But I was in a too high mood yesterday so I just told her okay , I will change to go on Saturday and go with you . Because I really dk when the heck the rest are gonna get back to me and at this point , I just wanna go and don't really give a shit anymore . I need someone who's like Bilian or me , who are firm with their decisions oh gosh . We're both the type to be crazy and go to things like this on our own just because we want to .
 Now I'm regretting a little because I'm super worried it will be awkward , i mean , we haven't even talk to each other for long and I don't really have alot to say to her tbh . Plus , she told me she will get the tickets for me through her friends and now she added me into this group of random sg vips and apparently they're already queuing outside the stadium ?! when the tickets are on sale at 10am Saturday ?! Okay , I don't really know what to say now , I feel like I became crazy . 

I feel like going for a run now but it's about to rain and did I mention , the brats are here under my care ? Pfft . 

Also , I wish my parents would come home soon .