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Lee Xin Hui; 95-liner.
I wish I have more
to tell you.
I really do.
Saturday, May 9, 2015, 1:31 AM
Mixed signals .

Firstly , before I say anyth , thank you to Yaliang Shushu for calling us again to check up on us when they themselves are going through a difficult time , I appreciate it so much . I know I will always have your family and Uncle Wong to depend on and for support , really grateful .
but i seriously don't understand what kind of message god is trying to send me by sending me this phonecall at that exact timing with my current thoughts . Can you please give me a clearer hint ? I'm a little dense .


If you thought you wouldn't see me on here today , well , you're dead wrong I guess . 
Just went on an impromptu llaollao trip @cwp with Jocelyn , thank you for being so on and steady :-*

Front camera quality ... speechless

Sorry , just thought the changing room was hella cool with the tap design . Poor Jocelyn was waiting outside while I was taking my time taking this HAHAHAH OOPS SORRY .

 Also , since it's past midnight now , HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIEJIE ! 
My favourite person on this earth since I was born tbh . Thankyou for being my sister . 

This cake is nice , Jocelyn . LOL

Great photo taking skills Leexinhui , none of them are straight lmao .


Hope you have a good day later . 


Question : Is my feet extremely dirty , or is my house extremely dirty or is this slipper extremely crappy . Why is it so black . Probably the last since Uncle Wong bought it for me for 2$ LOL .
And also , how do rock singers keep their voices , especially when they do world tour concerts ? Is Linkin Park a rock band ? No right ? Because I just heard jk lipsyncing this song from them and it makes me wonder how do they not hurt their throat screaming/shouting the entire song like that .


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Okay so I thought yesterday might be my last time talking about their wins because I'm now immune and don't feel as much now but now this new issue that had surfaced is forcing me to talk about it . This will be the last tho , this shit is getting to me because I relate way too well with it for it not to affect me .
So remember I was saying how V was bound to get into trouble with Bang pd yesterday as a joke , because it seemed like he really did get into trouble . And it's because of all the knetz comments . They were saying how it seemed like V was taunting bb by singing their songs , (LIKE WHUT , WHERE IS THE BLOODY LOGIC) and in a way taunting exid who lost (okay at least this make a little bit of sense , i sort of see where they are coming from. I mean, he WAS singing loser) But V came out and explain to clear things up so I laugh at the netizens for being ignorant and lame and trying to start shit because we all know he is one of the biggest fanboy , that it isn't even a real issue to me . 
That is , until I saw his face today when they won . 


I'm sorry I'm lazy so I just screenshotted .
I mean , just look at all their faces . Most of them weren't even smiling .

The difference ... 
I don't get why people like to start shit so much and fanwars . Aren't y'all tired ? Don't you guys have better things to do ?
It hurts so much seeing someone lose all their energy , I had it done to me so many times before , I know how awful and shitty it feel . You can't just kill someone's spirit like that . Especially when it's someone passion . 



Look at him . He is just an empty shell left . When you're scared to express your joy ..
I mean , the only time I'd seen him cry was because the wasabi was too hot , and now he is crying because of people's hurtful words , this was not what I want him to cry for . I want him to cry for joy . I normally watch every bangtan bomb 3 times and I couldn't even watch this more than once . Couldn't even feel happy at yoongi and jimin . Especially yoongi , first time being so excited but I just looked at him blankly . Taehyung loves rapping , he would normally have jumped at the chance . 


 Compared with yesterday . 


You're telling me HE is taunting bb after watching this ? You gotta be kidding me . For him to know how Gd, yb, ds, top normally performs and their small actions , idk how many times he must have watched their performance . Seriously people . 
This affected me more than it should not because he is my bias , he actually isn't , he isn't even my top two . Yet I think I actually talk about him to my sister more (I refer to him as the one who never seems to get tired , or the 95 line one) than I talk about Jimin or Yoongi because you can't help but to get cheered up by his happiness and positiveness , just looking at him makes me so happy , he can bring me out of any hellhole I'm in . He's sort of like the seungri character imo . I even tweeted this a while back 

Yes , I have another twitter because I still feel judged on my current account despite having deleted and recreated . Shouldn't have accepted any followers request back then ... 

And it's not like everyone doesn't know he is the alien weird guy of kpop , even if you don't know bts , you are bound to have heard of him because of how famously weird he is , why does it surprise people by how he acted then .
I mean just look at him .


 I don't even have to point out which one is him wth .

I decided , I should stop looking at twitter for a day so that I will stop feeling sad about this , I can't deal . Nothing hurts more than seeing someone's smile get wiped off their faces . I mean , unless that person was an asshole and was smiling at another's pain or something obviously . 

So I shall have a spam of Taehyung's smile to cheer myself up . And , to those antis who said he is always faking anyway , faking his silence just like he fake his happiness and is just acting to attract attention , I'm veryvery happy for you like for real because it is evident you have never had to fake a smile before , it is the hardest thing in the world and tbh , you fool no one . Look at this boy's genuine happiness , he emits sunshine and all happy things , I hope he doesn't get killed by these and continue being a sunshine . Please don't change and get affected , they don't deserve you losing your smiles over their words . 


This will be always how you are to me and I hope you never ever change .
I aspire to be as happy as you
And , I really need to buy a 64GB phone next time because 32GB is so not enough . 
Especially with how active the boys are on twitter that they have selcas every day , and the amount of fansites each of them have x7 . Like dae only have like 3 constant ones , my saviour highlite , domi and kangdot , they have like 10 constant one each that it doesn't even matter that one closes every day since there's bound to be another one that comes up .