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Lee Xin Hui; 95-liner.
I wish I have more
to tell you.
I really do.
Tuesday, May 26, 2015, 11:06 PM
Knocked out .

It's too tiring . I was initially gonna delete this and move to my other blog , but I didn't want to lose the memories here . Plus , I didn't really want to ruin that blog with my childish writings and recounts . So I thought locking would be the next best step . 

 I will keep updating as though I'm talking to someone . I talk to myself most of the time anyway . 
I should stop pretending people cared anyway . And I should stop letting people judge what I post , how I post , or just about me in general . 
And maybe locking this and keeping my insecurities to myself can help me pretend I'm alright even better . I should be able to whine all I want on my blog . 
I should be able to boast all I want on my blog .
If I want to make ten posts on PARK JIMIN I should be able to . 

 Everytime you share something with someone , you lose a part of yourself . Maybe it's better to let everything kill me slowly then to let someone throw away a part of me . 
I'm too tired .