Mo Chridhe,
Lee Xin Hui; 95-liner.
I wish I have more
to tell you.
I really do.
Sunday, May 3, 2015, 5:21 PM
In a daze ,
Blasting my songs like nobody's business as usual before remembering sis's boyf is over .
Reaches over for my phone to lower the volume , then realised I don't really give a shit .
Increases volume to the maximum again .
If we stay in the same house , you'll have to like my music taste no matter what lol . I feel pity for them too , but at least I introduce to a wide genre and increase their music knowledge okay .
I hate music snobs . If a song is good , it's good . It doesn't matter what genre , artist or language . Like I legit used to have 2 tamil songs in my mp3 because it was so good . (introduced by my grandma's neighbour)
Okay la , I'll use an earpiece if it was my friend , I'll only inconsiderately blast it if you're like part of the fam .
Two more days before exams end and I'm not even excited . Because attachment is such a burden pfft . Still hope I will do well for it though .
So jealous of everyone's holiday plans T.T I'm waiting for december to roll around already .
*CHOKES* CHIM JUST POSTED SOME OF MY FAVOURITE THINGS IN LIFE , HIM , ICECREAM AND 95Z IMMA CRY
Okay anyway , April had been the most boring so far , Full of stress , exams , deadlines , assignments and all things school related .
So glad to leave it behind and move on to May .
May is the month of birthdays though , I remember how I used to dread it because of this HAHAHAH . BIRTHDAYS = BROKE .
I seriously keep going out of topic .
Okay I'll just post the pictures now .
I could actually just end the post with this picture because @me everyday .
And wow , my table is actually pretty neat for my standard . Thumbs up . Must be because we were expecting guests lol .
And oh , I just realised all photos were actually from May , #fail
I had no life in April , forgive me .
01/05` Splashsplash
That day when the whole world took a picture of the sky . See , I told you it was worth it looking up once in a while . It was purplish - pinkish in yishun though , not the pretty burning red in the central area .
The faded rainbow didn't even turn up well in my camera , pfft .
And I laughed when I looked up to see an uncle a few feet in front of me taking pictures too .
Finally T.T
After raining for the whole week , I decided to risk it and head out even though it was still drizzling anyway . And it continued drizzling even as I was walking to the pool BUT IT STOPPED WHEN I FINISH CHANGING THANKYOU GOD .
Evening swims are actually more relaxing than morning swims , should have done this long ago , dang .
And my swimming is deteriorating , I feel myself tilting more often than not . At least now I don't feel breathless so that's good . And I swim really weirdly because someone once warned me not to swim too much or else my shoulders are gonna get broad . So now I get super self-conscious and try not to move my arms as much as possible . But it's still too late anyway tbh , I think my shoulders are already broader than other girls ? Still remember how we were doing measurements for our performance at beigan and the person exclaimed in disbelief about my shoulders proportions and did it three times to make sure -.-
02/05` Adios
I teared .
Okay maybe I didn't . I have an extremely large tear-well . My eyes welled up at any small things ; anger , sadness , gratitude or touching scenes but they rarely overflow . I could be reading a story about angst and I will cry from that . Like legit these few days , I was reading some story about how this guy in the story was screaming at the girl because he misunderstood her to be flirting and I felt so indignant for the girl I cried tears of anger . That's how lame I am , yup , I'm pretty ridiculous . I cry if I see people cry too . But like not only does my tears never flow out unless I purposely squeeze/rub/touch them , my eyes don't even turn red usually . So whenever I tell people I cried , I feel like I'm lying because technically I didn't cry cry . Okay Idk .I'm just gonna say I cried as long as there is an increase in the amount of liquid in my eyes .
Anyway ,
I'm glad I went .
Farewell .
03/05` #happyjday
Happy birthday to the person who had been with me every step of the way of 2014/2015 so far . What have I ever done to deserve someone like you , I have no clue . Thankyou for being there , for being you . I had written everything I ever wanted to say in that message and I really hope she will be able to feel how thankful I am to have her in my life .
Okay this reminds me of something , short rant coming up .
It is super disrespectful to the creator to not credit their ideas ? And it wasn't even inspiration , it was wholesale stealing . It doesn't matter if I had just did it without any thoughts , but I actually spent time on it . I considered so many things , what would fit the best , what would bring out the essence and the feeling of what I wanna portray , and you just took it for yourself like that . And screw all your righteous rants about originality and stealing and shit when you do it yourself , you're really one to talk . Do you even know the amount of people who had come to me to rant about you , if there's so many people who had find something they're displeased about with you , there is 75% the problems lie with you . Especially when the people who are ranting about you rarely get pissed and are such nice people -.-
So after posting this on tumblr , i screenshot it and posted it on instg . I removed my name because I don't wanna expose my kpop tumblr ok . Not like it's very hard to find anyway ... And btw , you can look at the time to see who did what first .
And then I scrolled through instg after that and she posted this after me ? When she didn't even like my post . Must be denial of having copied someone pfft . Like seriously , do you believe we came up with this exact same sentence for this exact same scene because if that is not bullshit idk what is .
And I blurred her name because I'm a nice person . Can't believe I have to waste my time doing this shit for her . And mind you , she is someone with 12k followers so okay , so I tried to forgive her and try to tell myself that I feel honoured that she is using my quote . Plus I know she only do edits so this is gonna be a post she would delete later and it doesn't really matter in that case .
Okay .
But she bloody went to use the quote for her edit and let's be honest , this must be the lamest edit I had ever seen her done , must be in a hurry to throw this out to make it actually hers . pfft .
I'm hella salty and bitter but I'm seriously pissed . And it might make it better if she had used it for a dae edit who was who the quote was meant for anyway , how dare she bloody made it become all about ji wts . The quote was a reflection about dae's struggles , even if you don't respect me , respect him .
Ugh , this girl is so toxic and I just saw another of her post where she is arguing and being stupid with another person in her comment box , she makes me so sick .
How do you unfollow a mutual pfft . She is my biggest motivation to deleting my account and starting another one like Gloria had done , ugh . And to think I used to respect her so much because I have to say , her creativity is overwhelming and she has a really good eye for art and design , making her edits the best in the whole of the instg community . Yes , I give credit when it's due unlike certain asses .
Okay so my rant got alittle too agitated and detailed but the link to Ju was that she cheered me up and made me laugh with this HAHAH
So the point is , I'm so grateful for this girl over here . LOL , I took such a long way round to get to this point didn't I ? I always have to spoil something positive by slipping in a rant somewhere , way to go xinhui , goodjob for being thankful .
I actually have nothing else going on with my life . Oh right , games .
I just realised I suck so badly at games .
Currently playing one of the lamest shit in the world . Apparently this game was the trend in korea in around November ? Or there about I believe . Because I was tracking back the boys old tweets , so I came across namjoon discussing this game so I got curious and downloaded it to see what it was about . Do I even call it a game because all you actually do is to just feed on seafood and grow bigger until it fill up to entire screen and level up . And plus you die every few hours for no apparent reasons because sunfish dies very easily as they say .
Only until I tried playing it for awhile then I decided to read chim's review on it and oh boy , I should have done it from the star because he told us how lame it was .
Okay I'm gonna paste in their lame commentary on it .
1.141120 - TWITTER - RAP MONSTER
나는 랩몬이다.. 개복치로 난리길래 해봤는데 왜이리 개복치는 착각을 잘 하나? 나는 해산물 안 좋아하는데 얘가 자꾸 오징어 먹고 배탈이 나서 돌연사.. 근데 왜 다 돌연사야? 난 마음의 준비가 안 됐는데.. 암튼 그래서 감정이입되서 한 시간만에 포기
This is Rapmon… Everyone’s been crazy about ‘Sunfish’ (T/N: an app called 'Survive’), so I tried it out, but why does the sunfish misunderstand so often? Although I don’t like seafood, he keeps eating squid and suddenly dying from a stomachache… But why is it all sudden deaths? I’m still not ready in my heart for it.. Anyways, because my emotions were too involved, I gave up after one hour
여러분 개복치 하실 때는 마음의 준비를 해주세요. 아니 개복치는 무슨 죄야…
Everyone, when you play 'Sunfish’, please be ready in your heart. What fault is the sunfish at…
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2.
(pictures) - Jimin
도리 도리 곰도리 윤기형 곰도리가 저 좋다고 막 쫓아와요 어쩌지
Bear bear teddy bear Yoongi hyung’s teddy bear keeps following me, saying that it likes me. What should I do
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3. Rapmon
@BTS_twt 지민아 조용히 해봐 지금 개복치 얘기하잖니
Jimin-ah, be quiet for a bit. I’m talking about ‘Sunfish’ right now
암튼 그래서 개복치가 정말 그런 물고기인가 하고 찾아봤는데 그렇다네요. 앞으로 혹시 개복치를 보신다면 조심하시길. 절대 개복치를 놀라게 해선 안 돼Anyways, so I looked up whether or not sunfishes are really those kind of fishes, but it’s true. If you guys happen to see a sunfish in the future, please be careful. Never surprise a sunfish
01. Died from the morning sun being too strong
02. An air bubble in the sea went into his eye, died from stress
03. The salt from the sea dissolved into their skin, died from shock
04. Predicted that they would bump into a sea turtle, died from stress
05. Saw a fellow sunfish near him die, died from shock
06. Saw a fellow sunfish die, died from stress
07. Was trying to jump to take off the parasites on his skin, hits the surface of water and died
08. Couldn’t quickly turn, died from hitting a boulder
09. Went too deep into the ocean, died from temperature change
10. Was sunbathing near the surface of the water, was exposed to a seagull and died
11. Died when sleeping as he was hit by a wave and got pushed to the shore
12. Another fish’s bones got stuck in his throat and caused death
13. While eating shrimp or crab, the skin pierced his internal organs and caused death
“Never surprise a sunfish…”
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4. Jimin
@BTS_twt 오케이 개복치 얘기합시다ㅋㅋ 형이 하길래 해봤는데 왜이리 재미없어요 이렇게 빨리 죽는 친구는 오랜만이네
Okay, let’s talk about ‘Sunfish’ ㅋㅋ Hyung was playing it, so I tried it but why is it so boring. It’s been so long since I’ve met something that dies this quickly
@BTS_twt 근데 몸집도 엄청 큰 친구가 심장이 저렇게 약해요 무섭게 생겼구만.. 거울 보면 깜짝 놀라서 죽겠네 그죠 형님?
But for something so big, why is its heart so weak. He looks scary… He would probably die from shock when he looks in a mirror, right hyung-nim?
5. Rapmon
@BTS_twt 조용히 해. 아무래도 얘 날 좀 닮은 거 같으니까
Be quiet. Because I think this one kind of looks like me
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6. (pictures) - Jimin
몰라요 그냥 곰도리가 저 좋다고 그래요 아미 잘자요 빠이
I don’t know. The teddy bear just says that it likes me. Sleep well ARMYs, bye
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And this people , is why rookie groups are so much easier to stan than senior groups . I mean , just imagine Gdragon having a convo about something like that on twitter . Sigh , I wish bb wasn't as 'cool' as they are and actually do stupid shits like this all the time .
Reading their lame twitter convos are part of my entertainment these days . Why would you go research on reasons fro sunfish's death omg idgy . But seriously tho , sunfish are hella weak , why do they die so easily .
And this game is also super long ago , from either December or January I believe , recommended by Yoongi this time . At least I can be sure the games he recommends are a less waste of a time lol . But I seriously suck at games due to my lack of patience . My highest score is now like 178 i think , yoongi got flipping 812 wth .
And I'm still playing crossy road too , that is even worse because I got a highes score of 62 when taehyung got like 520+? or something .
So this had been how I had been living my lame life in the midst of studying sigh .
Okay , I'm still so mad over that girl I can't continue on any longer , bye .
Off to feed my dumb sunfish some seafood .