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Lee Xin Hui; 95-liner.
I wish I have more
to tell you.
I really do.
Tuesday, May 19, 2015, 11:05 PM
Appreciating and embracing .

At this moment , I am happy . And maybe , that's enough . 
Have a vague idea about my philosophy of life already and my way of death but I still need to work on reminders and working towards them . 

 Do you have an idea of what yours are ?


edit/ but actually , what's the point of setting all these if we are tied down by the system . I want to go into full-time volunteering but where do I get my income , who's gonna support me ?
I want to dedicate myself to religious outreach but what about work and school commitments ? 

Ugh , this is really tiring . 

anyway , metacognition , something I need to learn . The fact that "Okay , anyway" is one of my most used phrase shows how messy my brain is , no wonder I'm always such a mess myself . And everytime I reread my posts months later , I have to facepalm myself at my own english . How did I even used to do well at this , I have no idea .