Sorry , just trying to clear out all the clouds photo from my phone lmao .
I got sort of addicted after the daesung birthday project , please pardon me . The sky is always so beautiful , pity we don't look up more often .


100415' Bandao

I just wanna record down the date . Minor mistakes so there is nothing much to say .


110415` Tri-Gen Briefing



Went to school on a bright Saturday morning for Tri-Gen training . Basically , I volunteered for this program where we are gonna get paired with students from Medicine , Pharmacy and Nursing as team leaders ang together, we will then lead the students from secondary school in the North *cough* chungcheng *cough* to pay home visits to elders who frequently receive treatments or get admitted into Khoo Teck Phuat Hospital . (did you suffocate reading that longass sentence) 

I decided to join because 
1. I heard Chungcheng was involved and I have a hunch it might be the psls who are involved and I miss psls so much i need to see them . 
2. I plan to work in the med field in the future so this is good exposure . 
3. Ktph flipping near so it's a really good volunteer opportunity . I wanted to volunteer somewhere but everywhere is so far away and inconvenient . 
4. I planned to focus on elderly in the future also , so yes , this thing was planned for my benefit seriously . 
5. Portfolio . (no like seriously , this was my last consideration because let's be honest , social workers don't really face alot of competition do they)

But because it's the medical field again , I probably won't be able to update much on it due to confidentiality and stuffs , like in scs where you get fined $5 for every file you leave on your table like what .

But anyway , that briefing made me so queasy I am having second thoughts about my future . They were showing us pictures of open wounds , bed sores and stuffs but what really got to me were the injections . (Suddenly glad and realised why god made me choose socialwork instead of nursing , thankyou) I was the only social work major there (told you we seriously no competition liao) so they taught me personally how to take blood glucose . And if you know how blood glucose is taken , you will know how lame it was and it's not even an injection injection , but I was queasy for like half an hour after they did it on me and I did it on them . Super scared about the fact that I will really have to go take my booster hepatitis b jab because I'm going to frequent med place like ktph and nkf soon , ohno . 
Wow , look at how much I blabbered on about . 


140415` Food

Actually there's nothing much to say , except that I finished this before reading week so idk what was the point of me buying it in the first place .




150415` Korean Tutorial



Last korean tutorial ever because I'm getting hella sick of it and am so not gonna take level three , it's sure to be hell . I mean , learning a language is fun . But when you have exams and oral and stuffs , like basically when you feel forced to study for it , it sucks so much . I'm still gonna continue learning off podcasts and stuffs whenever I want to but in school , it's gonna be Malay next . Let's hope I can last till level 2/3 for that because Malay is actually really useful to pick up . 

okay I went out of point again . I finally got to learnt how to play 윷놀이 or the "Yut Game" ! Everytime seeing them play this in variety programs and not understanding a shit is frustrating . Oh and I'm so gonna miss xinyun . Like alotalot , no kidding . No more common mods , unless we take gems tgt? since she took ss already ): It had been a nice one year with her support and with her constantly being by my side . Next sem is gonna be even harder to get through T.T 

And the day I finally submitted this burden which had been bothering me since february . stupid twelve page assignment , hate this mod so much . Social work modules are seriously frustrating . At the end of the semester , you sort of have no clue what you really learn ? Because it's a social science , so there's like no fixed chapters , just a whole lot of theories and stuffs and some of it feels very common sense in a way , so I actually have no clue how to study for social work , save me someone . I feel like I had been bullshitting my way through this one year . As usual .




160415' Approaching freedom

"Dear All,

This is with regard to Tutorial Assignment on ethical issues. Based on queries from students, and for the benefit of everyone who may have some doubts/clarification, please note the following: 

Length of paper:- 2 pages (single sheet of both sides, or one-sided of two page) 
Blah blah blah"

I seriously feel like I became lighter skinned ???
Okay no , I just turned to look at the mirror and nope , totally not there yet .
(i relooked at the mirror again while rereading this lol)



Blessed to get nice people this time . And bless Ilyaz for being super gentlemanly and always offering to drive me home automatically , great to have a friend who lives near you and drives :P
Ps/ Rowland is one of the most awkward ta ever when you talk to him out of class omg 


170415 ` First finals

I did shittly for korean finals because listening but like wow , what's new .
Did crappily for midterms too I'm sure , and for oral also ugh , here comes a c . And I mentioned I thought I used dialect or slang for oral but I DIDN'T yayyyyyyyyyyy . It is actually an acceptable standard spoken form omg thank goodness . Okay but whatever , still did badly .
But xinyun cheered me up with her uber sweet welfare pack , thankyou :-*


180415` First

Did introductory talk / sanbao for the people who came to our temple for the first time . thankful for all the encouragement . Didn't do as well as jiejie did her first time but I'm still proud of myself for being flexible as heck and being able to get over my fear , way to go xinhui . I really need to slow down when talking , it makes me mumble through everything too , no wonder my pronunciation is so bad .


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I think I'm really considerate because I always post about my fangirling crap at the bottom of my posts so that you can leave after reading the top . Hahah you're welcome , no need to bow to me , it's okay (;




Cries @ daesung and his hair (picture sent by kristen)
I'm so glad vixx , bigbyung and exo came back at the start of the year because HOW AM I GONNA HANDLE BIGBANG , BTS AND SHINEE COMEBACK ALL AT A GO . Spica and got7 please don't come back now , thankyou very much . Push the dates back please .

my vixx babies are coming to Singapore for their May29 concert and I'm feeling really bummed out that I decided not to buy their tickets . Please have some contest which I could win , I don't mind if it's like Cat 4 or what , I really love them to bits omg ): Got7 coming for their fanmeeting in sg too and I didn't even bother seeing what date because if I'm not going for vixx , obviously I ain't going got7 , sighs . I'm gonna miss all the jackbam moments and markjin sass sigh .
But then ...



BIGBANG IS COMING HEREEEEEE .
And I already said before , I told myself that I'm not going to spend on a single kpop thing unless it's bb's concert , like I'm not even planning to buy their album .
Because I spend too much last year on baek's photobook , yg fam con , cnblue con , bb world tour disc and exo album T.T (Anyway , apparently kfans already got their pb , THERE'S HOPE)
Okay anyway , the calculator screenshot was Kristen trying to calculate what sg ticket pricing might be based on hk's pricing AND PLS DON'T BE THAT EX THANKS .




UPDATE 2 //  THE CHICKENS ARE FROM THE CROSSY ROAD GAME OMG , NO WONDER PEWDS HAS THEM