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Lee Xin Hui; 95-liner.
I wish I have more
to tell you.
I really do.
Sunday, January 25, 2015, 10:48 PM
You don't deserve to see daisies wither...


singingrainorshine:My dad recently told me, “There are many people who will put you down. Don’t be one of them.”And that sticks with me every single day.
Was going through my tumblr the other day and this picture really made me think . Just a month or two ago , I decided to start tag pages for a few of my close friends that I care for on tumblr where I basically update this tag especially dedicated for them every week with quotes I think would motivate them and spur them on when they are feeling low . (there i go with my long sentences again) And yes , I only do it for people who I feel needs a pickmeup every now and then , so it doesn't mean I don't care for you if I never gave one to you . I don't really know how to explain it to you if you are not a user of tumblr or their tag function tbh . But yes so I have different tags/urls for different people to cheer them up . Meanwhile , I also have a tag that is dedicated to myself , started years ago when i see things that hits me hard or I want to remember . Scrolling through that page makes me realise how tough I am on myself because that page is filled mainly with negativity and emo shit which makes me feel really bad for myself .
I know I had started 2015 on a really bad note despite all my resolutions and I regret that bad news had to come to me on the first day of the new year , but it's still the first month , I hope 2015 will become more positive . (why do i never effectively use fullstops)

 I decided to start on a personal positive me project . I created a happypill folder on my laptop , filled with songs that make me smile , pictures/screenshots of messages that makes me happy or videos that makes me laugh . 

I record down on my schedule every single day on how I am feeling.
I lost my confidence and passion after quitting dance in jc and it's not like I can ever get that back but I'm gonna start on new hobbies and interests or even projects , the first of which I'm gonna try is audio mixing ! And maybe gif making ? Still remember how excited I was when I first picked up subbing and editing , maybe leaning more things can be a distraction and a way to relieve stress plus it's always useful to pick up new skills ! (as useless as they may be lmao)
I considered deleting twitter AGAIN and maybe even my twiamxc tumblr becuase i feel like they subtly fuel negativity . But I shall try not to because twitter is really a great source to let out my emotions now that I no longer have much followers and don't have to guard what I am saying . Plus tumblr had been my best friend for five years , even though I have three other side blogs now , nothing will ever compare to my main because it's where I first started . Plus my cheerup project for friends have to go on lol . Idk about twitter , but if my positivity suceed , twitter will no longer be a negative place for me no?

 Okay I'm rambling now and putting off doing my work and updating about Jan 2015 events because I'm a lazy bum . 
Finally got myself some trustworthy lecture friends and I hope I'll have the same luck in tutorials , really worried to be without xinyun ): Korean2 was hella mad and I totally think I'm likely to flunk it , booo . Okay I really need start on work now , laters x