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Lee Xin Hui; 95-liner.
I wish I have more
to tell you.
I really do.
Friday, October 3, 2014, 2:16 AM
One whole round,

So here i am, in the middle of the night again, feelings messed up after reading zodiac because I do that to myself, I read weird angst, intense story and make myself sad in the middle of the night.
And now I'm listening to goong instrumental playlist and that's even sadder than ever.

Because listening to it brings me back to those times. Sure, primary school were some of the crappiest times of my life because i screwed up with my friends and turned insecure, but heck, I rather cry everyday because of friends than to have some of my current worries.
Jaye was sharing with me her drama love life and I was telling her how much I envied her, how much I wish I like someone now, it's been three years since I last liked someone.
Idk, the drama that comes with thinking you love someone, it's actually pretty nice looking back at it. And I guess it shows me I still had the capacity to love and it's something to get my mind off things.

 Back to my midterms, no school tmr because I don't feel like I have it in me to go for lecture alone.Hating sw with a passion now, I feel so lost and disappointed in myself tbh.
I had already lost my way before even starting. Maybe I wasn't cut out for this.

 meanwhile once again, I thank juliet for unknowingly saving me when I was at one of my lowest pits.