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Lee Xin Hui; 95-liner.
I wish I have more
to tell you.
I really do.
Tuesday, October 14, 2014, 2:26 AM
Gratitude

i hate it when people make fun of me for being upset over this and telling me that its not a big deal and they’re “just a band” like stfu have you ever had something you’re passionate for? yeah? imagine it being ripped apart in front of your eyes and you know that it will come back together but it will never be the same. so shut the fuck up.













Okay I apologise for that language up there ^ but yup , exactly .
Actually I have no idea why this post started out on such a negative note but actually I'm here because I feel really grateful . (And also because it's 1.45am and I'm really bored and don't feel like listening to geog lecture.)
So history repeated itself last Friday and yeah I was sad but no , I actually wasn't super depressed and affected like I was last time because ugh whatever , sadly this is starting to feel too familiar already . 
But I was still a little bad sadder than usual and everyone made me feel so loved and touched by their concern even tho this was nothing and I was just being a little lame since I don't feel for them as much anyway now . 
Like xinyun who sensed I was sad just through one lame short text but ok la , I normally not that low to her one ma .
Y: I'm early today (Y)
Me: Ok. Holland Village
Y: Don't sad

 I smiled so much reading that somehow HAHAH
And special mention to everyone who bothered asking why or asked me to cheerup , one of the best day ever (the irony) to know that so many lovely people care :* 
Jel, Juliet, Kristen (love-hate since she bombed me with the news ;-;) , @goldxdiamondsboy (AHAHAH IDK HER NAME), Jaye and gloria of course , my confidante when it comes to things like this ):


And also , my ma and pa went to KL this Saturday and will be heading to China on Sunday with zhanghua and man I want to go because if not my worry is so great T-T
And bless LiFong ahyi for her concern too , she actually called us to tell us to take care of each other , lock the doors , drink more water and eat properly , and asked us to call her house if there's anyth we need . Plus she said if she and yaliang shushu is working , joonhong kor and joonmeng are having their holidays so they'll be home so we can find them if anyth . <3

So yes , this is a lame but needed appreciation post for awesome people in my life , I get really touched by small gesture like this . Even if I post something like "I'm sad" and all you comment is "why?" I will feel loved :b

 And anyway , I shall no longer hide my fangirl lifestyle and will proudly embrace it , so I decided to announce on this post the fanaccs I run on instg ok (still too selfconcious to announce my other two, wait until i become more confident ok). be touched since I count this pretty exclusive , since after my fake closing of the blog , the number who visit my blog has decreased by half . Anyway , it's @xdaesung , you can stalk my daily life there because I share more about my life on there than anywhere else and tbh , I feel ten times more comfortable there then any other of my social media platform because the friends I made there had been so supportive and shit , Like Jaye , Juliet , Jel , Natalie , Gloria ,Kristen , Nia , Phyllis and Hala plus some whose name i don't even know eg. @tabiontop and @winnercircle.xol and @ygandsm

 And maybe you guys might actually get to understand me more there man .