WEIRD XH FACT #012; My little toe hangs outside my sandals and slippers when I walk because my toes are naturally widespread.

Work , work , work and work .
Been secretly glad when Dinesh cut my working days because I have a reason not to feel guilty for not working harder. But now that Pearlyn is gone , I'm back to my 3 days T.T
New GRA coming in next week , first time I get to see someone on their first day ! Everyone's leaving though , I can't tell you how sad I am ):


First it was Atiqal (who I wasn't close to AT ALL) , then followed by Shine , the valets , Grace , Pearlyn and Alvin . And next week is Franco's last week and Thomas gonna take a long break . Chester going in August and Sharon too maybe . Ashfar also considering leaving in June/July , and then Gary might leave soon too ? Even though me and Franco aren't exactly what you call on good terms , it's still sad that another familiar face is gone . I used to be the newest girl , knowing nothing and feeling stupid . Now I'm one of the oldest , but I still feel stupid HAHAHAH . And yet there's still so much idk , I'm such a fail srs . Really super scared that Shaik might quit one day , he's my only hope left right now D:
At least now I'm no longer awkward with Gary and now I got a new valet bff , Azman ! He's like an even more enthusiastic and happy version of Raja , ROFL . But I still miss the old valets so so much , especially whenever I see Mugu's whatsapp D: The new valets always just stand there and stone , and sometimes complain about this and that . The old ones are always my saviour , the people I look for when I'm bored , dk how to answer a question , and they look out for everyone . At least now Dedi came back to work as a bell , I missed him soooo much . Oh I suddenly remembered the real point of this post HAHAH .

After working in the hotel , I realised the people who work there are really gentlemanly and display chivalry . Which is really super rare in Singapore . In fact when I'm outside , I find myself being the one holding doors open for everyone , letting people in first and basic things like that . Hundreds of times , either the valets or drivers pulled me off the road because I wasn't paying attention . The bells and valets are also always asking me not to stand in the sun , ordered me to go in and that they will get the taxi for me . Ordered because they purposely use a fierce tone like Nathan who always scolded , "What are you doing here , who asked you to come out ? We will do it , you go in now !" And bells and EVEN guests forever letting me pass first , holding open doors for me and holding the lift doors for me . Even Miguel did that once , you cannot even believe how shocked I got . And the drivers who always asked if I had eaten and if I needed anything . Valets asking me to look after my body and not to injure myself , buying me snacks and sweets and getting angry whenever I don't smile or get bullied by boss/guest/taxidrivers , and bells who never ever just waved byebye but always remember to ask me to take care , guests who always say things like "I can't expect a lady to do that for me/ladies first. " I'm a sucker for things like that so I guess this is part of what makes me love this job and convince me to stay , even tho overall , the bad > the good . They are not helping my unrealistically high standards tho .



At my admin job , currently dying because there's so much backlog since Joanna is gone and I have to take over all her reports . At least Melody's back now and Joanna's coming back next week ! And I'm quitting in June , super happy and excited I tell you . Looking forward to finally getting a break since holidays started , now I can work 3/4 days instead of 7 days <3 Work has been the same old , except Vincent is now weirdly nice which is really suspicious ROFL . OFW having crazy changes , I have a feeling I'm not gonna have a seat soon . At least I'm leaving , I feel sad for either Melody or Joanna who's gonna take my place . And my nicknames really need to control , I respond to everything now , Rebecca , Cindy , Xin xin , Xinhui , Jennifer . And they are getting more and more ridiculous LOL . Sunday still remains as my most hated day , because it's always the most crowded day but the day I feel the most alone and lonely , sigh .

Been sleeping really late lately too , because I'm now watching the heirs and angel eyes , #ultimatelag for heirs I know. Jaye promised to watch the next drama with me , yay and we're deciding between either Bride of the century which Natalie introduced , or Master Sun which both of us had wanted to watch since idk when because chunhee <3

Okay , now this looks like one of my old posts , hahah okay bye .
I'm actually more active after closing my blog ? Because no judgements , yay
Malaysia posts coming up soon .