WEIRD XH FACT #011; I barely own any blue shirts because blue looks shit with my skin tone.

I always feel that nobody could ever ever understand the bond our clique share , really .
It's not something anyone can achieve within years and without a common belief to share . I do have some reallyreallyreally great friends who no one can ever replace but still , it's hard for anyone else to understand some things I go through in life .



it isn't cause they're not as nice , as generous or whatever . in fact , some might be even better than them in someway , but a bond created can't ever be broken that easily . it make you look past their faults , major or minor and love them strongly . They make me believe and willing to go the extra mile for them .

I'm extremely saliva conscious due to influence from my dear sister . the extent of it was shown to me when i can't even bear to eat zhonghe's food even as he claims "I'M NOT CARNIVORE !"
but the only time i did share a bottle with someone was with clique , like the six of us just drink straight out of the bottle . One of my greatest fear is of the supernatural , but i'm willing to go watch a ghost movie , which they claim isn't scary at all , because i can't bear to miss out and i enjoy their company too much .
they give me confidence , the first time we went to snowcity ,which is lame ass, me and my jie didn't dare to try the slope but after half an hour of persuasion , we went up and the whole way down , i just clung on to weixiang's arm down . and because we're so much a family , i don't need to worry about anyone saying any shit or thinking i'm a coward . like how me and jh always stood the furthest from the dog at nicole's gran's house , ever ready to run , but no one ever judge that we not buddy enough , like first to run kind cause they understand how it is for us .
my mum strictly dont allow sleepovers with the only exception being our clique . the amount of trust even our parents have just shows how much we share . Even after there's a blowup with the adults with kor's parents refusing to talk to anyone else , they still remain firm that the kids should still contact as it's just cruel to break a bond like that .