Lee Xin Hui; 95-liner.
I wish I have more
to tell you.
I really do.
Here to whine about maths , WHAT ELSE MAN .
have absolutely no idea how my maths can drop to this kind of standard since my lower sec days . But I'd to admit that it had always been my most hated subject .
Maths always make me miss BSSSF KaiJun so much , simply cause he's the only one patient enough to teach me even tho my standard so lousy .
Was doing one chapter from my tutorial yesterday and I didn't know how to do a single question , NO KIDDING . Worrying that I might uturn at eoy because of this one subject . Sat there and asked my sist every single question I attempted and was so depressed after two hours . Totally can't tahan and went into my parents' room to ask mum if I can not go school tmr not . For th first time , mum didn't allow , mainly cause she know my maths already like shit , can't not go . Cried for half an hour over this because the thought of going to school with your tutorial not done , dued homework not done and you not understanding a shit the teacher is talking and only going to maths lesson to stare at the board is really too depressing for me . Sist gave up on me too and went to sleep and I sat there struggling with the tutorial for two hours more but can't even do any questions . Ended up being too stressed to sleep properly and slept on the sofa before dad called me up .
Throughout the night , my sist kept asking me , "you can't ask your friends meh ? what kind of friends you have one sia ." But dontknow why it's hard to ask JC friends about hmwk . Firstly , everyone's so stressed that they rarely have time to settle their own stuff not to mention your insignificant problem . Also , in my case , it's not just one question , I didn't know how to do the entire tutorial please . In JC , everyone just seemed so touchy about lending you see their work because they find it unfair .
Maths test on thurs , don't even know if I should even bother studying for it since there's no point and very no hope .
Moral of story , CHOOSE TH RIGHT COMBI FOR YOU , NOT THE POPULAR ONE . You're gonna regret if you chose something you really hate just because it offers more job prospects . Heck , I think I'll be happier working as a cashier than to go through this hell . SO PEOPLE , CHOOSE WISELY PLEASE .