OHMYGOD YAY ! EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVERRRRRRRRRR ! :D
never felt so happy about th end of an exams before , even if you give a heckcare attitude , th stress is still so immense in JC . ): (speaking from experience)
Secfours , diedie dont go JC la please , not worth it . okay , maybe it's just me .
my ma was saying how she never see anyone study in JC so jialat before . It's not like i study until midnight , it's like , okay i dontknow how say . you dont study also can stress one . just th mere thought of going to school is enough to stress me out .
i hate th fact that everyone is so despo about having a nice testimonial and desperately applying for positions . I GIVE YOU MINE YOU WANT . sucker sia . I wasn't there for one particular ODAC and i got informed that every J1 got to apply for a position . like they say is a MUST . so i stupidly go submit when so many others didnt . Such regrets . Mr tay still dare threaten me that he will keep a close watch on my behaviour . hello la please , you dont want me i throw th position back in your face only -.- What stupid skills ic ! If i really got water pti , i confirm happy but they decided to ban swimming from ODAC , what is this . I received pearlyn message i almost want cry lo . Mr tay want us to start th next training with skills already . four weeks of skills somemore , how to pass ? ): and he's so stressful , it's even worse then having chen breathing down your neck . Heck , i would have given up anything to have chen back instead of all my current teachers ): It's super stressful working under him . Must keep a fake smile while listening to him criticise you , snub you and mock you . he always make you sound like an idiot and don't give face one . Okay , writing about this makes me want to cry , shall put this off until tmr .
Oh , and i went back to CCHY for dance and to get testimonial ! I miss th school so much ): i really never regretted coming here and it had been my dream school since primary4 . It's one of th greatest school in th world (': everytime got match in nyjc , and our school team score , i'll always without fail accidentally tell my friends "yay , chungcheng scored ! " cause to me , cchy is MY school forever , ny dont feel rel at all . like go tuition or something like that .anyway , went back and totally got told off by coach cause she was saying yaangjin and xunlin took day off from dance troupe to prepare for exam while we so much time still can come back x,x
Random wall art by sec2s outside ava room ! why they so talented !
awesome BBG without boyf as usual . dumb ass !
I miss this two noobs ): beloved tric and bel !
with coach :D miss her calling my name too ): AIYA I JUST MISS DANCE LA .
Why they never get MdmLee write my testimonial ! I'm sure she would have written a better one ):
There's this paragraph in my testimonial which was so funny cause it's utter crap and untrue !
Lee Xin Hui was a member of both the Chinese Cultural Dance Group and International Dance Groups from 2008 to 2011.
OH REALLY ? I DIDIN'T KNOW THAT .
Her keen participation helped the Chinese Cultural Dance Group clinch the Gold award in 2009 and Silver award in 2011 in the Singapore Youth Festival (SYF) Central Judging Competitions for both the Chinese Dance and International Dance Categories .
Ohmygod, i'm so proud of myself ! I so pro can take part in two competition in one year . smart me uh (:
Okay , i really dontknow who th hell wrote that because it just doesn't make sense if you just think about it -.- Probably not going to send it in for errors cause I'm not likely to use this testimonial for anything . But anyway , isn't my testimonial flattering ? :D I think it didn't really express how great my passion for dance is tho .
Back to exams , too busy ranting that i got off track . Sorry , i realised that I'm one extremelyyyy whiny kid who is full of complaints x.x sorry la , i try very hard to be happy with life already but sometimes it's hard ): Okay shit ,i got off again . exams was crap owing to th fact that i last minute AS USUAL but whatever . i dont really care anymore EXCEPT for chem cause i'm scared of th teacher's reaction ): I skipped studying two chapters which formed th major part of th whole paper so you can tell how screwed i am . th one subject that i can really say i studied for is GP , econs and maths . okay , econs only micro . Maths was like prelim2 amaths all over again when i got th third lowest in class with only 19/100 . going to happen again , oh great . paper upon 70 ? so hope at least can 19 ): 24 total blank , like almost 30 is crap or do halfway , so left like only 16 marks know how do . and know doesn't even mean confirm correct -.- but whatever , i'm just worried for chemmmm ! i only started studying physics th day before but i think my phys will be better than chem dk why . maybe cause th stress to do well for chem too great already x.x econs wasn't all that good actually cause my 10m essay was longer than my 15m one . nvm , quality>quantity ! okay fine , i dont really have th quality part too . ._. Aiya , i already know roughly how much i gonna score liao , worry no use :/ just dont be too smug if you win me cause you're pathetic for feeling happy about winning some noob like me -.- go compare with smart people like jiaee , that one can win her then is accomplishment right !
Now that exams are over , had to start with rewriting of Olvel essay which MsAggie called some of us to do cause she wanted to show her students ? I think gonna give her crap cause really no exam feel and i really forgot what shit i wrote , just remember th story plot . x.x
okay byebye , next post liao , this one too wordy .