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Lee Xin Hui; 95-liner.
I wish I have more
to tell you.
I really do.
Wednesday, April 11, 2012, 5:32 PM
Index fingers intertwining ,

Hi people , life has been crazyyyy . 
to all secfours , JC life sucks to th core , think twice thrice before deciding kay .
I feel that i'm sorta on th verge of an emotional breakdown or smth , th stress is too much for a carefree person like me , so not used to it . Weide kor was chatting to me and he randomly commented , " You've lost the smile you had when you're up on stage . Why ? "

NY is a great school with a great principal , but so what ? life still sucks as long as you're a JC student . NY thinks we nothing better to do or smth , why th heck introduce oral defence and independent learning units when it is not even necessary , WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM , UGH .
I dont even see th point in doing hmwk anymore since i dontknow how to do half of it anyway . And ttuition is not even much used , cause you can't wait till your once a week tuition to clarify your doubts . by then , you would have died a horrible death already la please . Hence , i'm quitting my maths tuition after only 6 lessons . 

Sometimes i really wonder what we are studying so hard for . It's not like i'm going to be a rocket scientist , a surgeon or even a lawyer . Lazy people like me who only likes to sleep is just going to take up any lame jobs that pays enough and be done with it . Things i actually like doing are not practical as a future job , stupid . Can i just drop school now and become a cashier somewhere ?
Th thought of whether i'm gonna retain this year end had been running through my head this few weeks . Weird as it sounds , i WANT to retain cause i rather be sure of good results by studying twice then to get shit results by squeezing through to J2 . But , i dont think i have th face to retain . yes i know it's not other people's business what i do but i really can't stand being judged . 

okay enough crapping , i still have to go and force myself to try and read econs later . And btw , i'm definitely gonna drop either phy or econs eoy , which one should i drop ? :O

It's during horrible times like these when your friends truly matters . 

Joonweng , weejoon and pearlyn ! odac mates ftw (:
It's nice to moan , joke with them home almost everyday . 


I think i've a really bonded class actually . can you believe that we have everysingle break tgt since day one ? okay , apart from that one day when we couldn't find seats to accomodate all of us . Nevertheless , as bonded as we might be , i've only known them for this short period of time :/

I think one of th major reason why i've been so down after entering jc is th lack of meaning in my life : dance . At least i can look forward to cca in th past cause dancing is my passion , it runs in my blood . 
but now ...

These are people who automatically make me forget all my troubles whenever i'm with them . it's like transforming into a idiotic five years old , cause that's everyone's maturity level , HAHAH .
They are th ones i can be sure that wouldn't judged me , (not including kaypoh parents -.-) .



  This picture describes my current mood perfectly .
shall go and stare at my hmwks now and hope they will get filled in somehow miraculously if i stare hard enough . adding two random photos below ,