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Lee Xin Hui; 95-liner.
I wish I have more
to tell you.
I really do.
Wednesday, April 25, 2012, 5:26 PM
The greater good .

I don't even know what i'm keeping a blog for nowadays , since every single posts of mine so far have been to complain about how much life sucks after entering jc . 
i wonder how long will it actually take for me to get used to this life , two more months maybe ? 

Teachers always nag about th importance of finding a goal so that you can work towards it , I've only come to realize th importance of a goal now .
It does not take th form of academic but cca . Without passion for th cca , i just feel like crying and going home , even to th extend that i feel tempted to say that i'm sick on th pretext that i can skip cca . dreading tuesdays and thursdays so muchhh now . 
Torturous as dance might be , at least i have a passion for it that makes me put up with th pain of it . Now ? nothing .

So worried about pw now , no one seemed to have any remotely good ideas . Can you imagine ? th whole class is doing wastage due to lack of ideas . and all crappy and general wastage at that . 
Expecting a B at most already , and that will be better than i deserve since i had always suck at project work .

Think about this , would you ? 
I came across this picture on my dashboard and it really made me think . Rather shamefully , i've to admit that i wouldn't . 
I've many shortcomings that i'm fully aware of myself and no matter how many times i vowed to change , th changes had mostly been minimal . 
True , i'm able to see things now which i had refused to before but i still do things i regret afterwards . What would i see in th mirror ? Laziness , impatience , selfishness , Jealousy , greediness and many more faults that many possessed . 
Ugh , i really hope i can change for th better .